When cervical cancer happen
It takes just a minute and everything changes. Your life , the way you know it, the way you leave it, the way you enjoy it it’s gone. Never to come back. and you ask yourself in that minute, what did you do wrong? Why this happened to you? Why?
In that moment you get lost and nothing seems the same. You look around and see things different, in different light .For the first time all that was important yesterday don’t mean a thing now, for the first time you are so scared, like never before.
This is my story, this are my feelings, and I know that somewhere there, they are yours too.
In February, just a few months ago I went for a regular check up, just to see if something wrong.I never feel any pain or had any other symptoms, but I guess that it was my lucky day. I consider it that way.The day I was diagnose with cervical cancer.Maybe you are confuse, my lucky day? Am I crazy or something?
My lucky day, yes, when I find out that is not too late, that I still can do something that it’s still hope if I act now. I was lucky because I find it now and not later.
I took my time and cry and cry and it fell good.And then I took my time and search the internet and reed all can find and look for reasons and ask for answers. I wont say it didn’t confuse me at first, but getting more familiar with everything it make me accept it, make me stronger make me not be worry for the little things, make me not so angry all the time.
They say you should get a second opinion all the time, and I agree with that, but if you do some resource and you understand the situation then it’s more easy for you to take a decision because in the end you are the one who has to take that decision, not your doctor nor your family. Do not get me wrong here, in this case you have to get as many opinion as you can. Don’t be ashame to talk with with people.They might know some thinghs you don’t. So go out there and be open. You might be surprise what you can find.
Now I’m after surgery, and I feel good .They just informed me that is no cancer cells left behind. I thank God and I thanks all my friends for helping me. I could not do it without them. I feel so bless having my boyfriend and all my friends close to me.
Thank you for everything.